hey.. finally im wif de computer now,.... and like finally i cn blog now.. sorie ah peeps... im juz lazy to update wh... aniwae ma siblings owaes use de com so i dn hav de chance to use it too... so undastamd undastood lh k... aniwae.. im fine... bt quite sick lh.. kip coughing and coughing.. tired u noe.. hmmm..... skul as usual ah... ok lah for now... cn sumhow cope wif it ah... bt im still thinking whether to take up de forklift course and license thingy or not ah.... dats in ma course ah... lol.... still thinking.. bt havent decide anithing yet ah... bt ma mum sae juz take up de course.. lol... donno lah.. i cnt decide yet lah.. so confused ah.. hah... so i guess dats abt it in skul ah... bt deres more other thingy den skul ah....

few peeps in dat skul or mayb in dat klaz of mine... lots of dem like having internal conflicts ah... mayb not lots of dem ah.. mayb some ah.. i donno.... juz a lil bit thingy oso wanna make it so big ah.. hmm.. don undastand dem ah... but wat to do.. dey r juz ma clasmates.... ma clique noe we don nid to interfere deir thingy ah... juz don wanna be de middlemen... so tiring juz to noe de truth orite.. lol... bt ma clazmates are juz awesome peeps... eventhough im not dat close wif de rest of dem.... i juz think dat dey r juz awesome in deir own ways ah... coz now im juz learning to interact wif dem... wif de help of ma darling... so spend some time wif ma clique.. and some time wif ma darling's cliques ah.... so by doin dat i get to noe dem better.. so to ma clique.. don misundastand mie aitez... i juz love u ol... i juz nid to adapt wif his kind of thingy... like being close wif his cliques.. bt not dat close.. juz spend some time to noe dem.. dats ol... i havent change a bit since u guys noe mie.. im still de same mie... don worrie aitez.. juz don treat mie differently eventhough im wif him now... its juz hurt mie more... so u guys shud undastand i go wif him and not goin home wif u guys not bcoz i hav change bt instead im dividing ma time wif u gus and wif him... so plz undastand aitez.... hmmmmmmmmmm................. sorie peeps.. i noe dis is such a long update.. bt wat to do.... i juz wanna carry on typing aniwae... lol.. sorie aitez...

niwae to darling... im sorie i hav done wrong towards u ah... i noe ma attitude juz sucks.. and its such a pity of u to hav someone like mie rite.... so im sorie.. i will change.. bt i cant promise aitez... i juz don wanna u to b sick ah.. evritime we quarreled or mie getting angry of juz a lil thing u will get sick again and again and again.. wenenver it hapens.. i juz cant help maself bt hating mie... i hope u cud juz bare wif ma attitude for now.. i donno ah.. juz cnt help ma feelings ah.. im so so so so sorie....bt sometimes too u shud undastand to listen... u muz learn to listen and learn to juz kip ur words ah.... i juz love u.. and i don wanna leave u... dats wat i wan u to noe...

hmmm... todae im at home ol dae... so din do dat much of thing ah... juz wanna read books.. searching for malay novels to read ah... long time neva read books... lol... so nvm.. till here den for todae... sorie if u feel so mundane reading diz blog of mine.... oriite2.. tc peeps....