Saturday, March 29, 2008

ma life is like de quiet corridor in ma pic.. hmm... i donno lah.. im not emoing now.. bt i feel like im sooooo 'pelik'.. means WEIRD... lol.. im like a weirdo k... haiz.. im kinda upset and jealous.. donno abt wat lah.. mayb jealous of others being soooo hapie.. dey gt a life... do i nid to be jealous of dem??? coz mie too hav a life.. i shud be hapie too rite? am i rite to sae dat.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........................................
to acit.. im sure hapie for u aitez.. u get ur happiness at last aitez... im truly hapie for u k... wish u all de bez in ur relationship.. and may u laz long wif her k... hmmmm...... and and.. don ever makes mie enter frame in ur love life aitez.... eventhough we r in de same boat before, dat doesnt mean dat we nid to be together in evrything we do aitez... its juz dat i'm juz unlucky dats all... hee.. u shud noe mie well aitez.. im not dat lucky in diz love life.. i juz hate it u noe.. juz hate it sooooo much... diz iz y im not in relationship now... i wanna be single.. ma mr rite has been taken and his hapie.. so i don realie nid a companion to makes ma life betta.. coz if i do hav one, ma life will be a disaster... i hope u undastand wat im trying to sae... hmmm....
i harap u akan bahagie k...till here den... adios...
I LOVE YOU 12:47 AM
Friday, March 28, 2008

hey dere peeps... i was supposed to blog yesterdae.. bt unfortunately all de pics dat i need is from
shafie.. i muz wait okay.. orite2..so now i hav de pics, i nid to update aitez.. hee... i had a great dae yesterdae wif ma
LOVELYbestie SHAFIE!!! yeahness! hahx.. at last we met aitez dude.. oh gosh.. onlie god noes how much i miz u aitez.. wokay.. yesterdae, accompanied him to de
singapore botanical garden wif his colleagues for some work i guess... coz dey hav events for kids soon on april.. dey are real fun ok? lol.. de weather was sooo
freaking hot aitez... its soo freaking
SUNNY k? lol.. bt we had our fun indeed.. so deres alot of pics taken bt most of it
SHAFIE din even upload it.. bt nah its ok... i will ask from him k.. i had fun camwhoring wif ma
LOVELYbestie aitez... hmm..
aft finish his work, we went to town.. mit up wif ma fren.. afterall
shafie noes him too.. so deres no problem abt it rite dude? lol.. k2.. we hav no clue wher to go to.. we juz walk to cineleisure to eat at long john.. den aft dat goin to walk again to somerset.. den its raining k.. like lol.. so we were
like donno-wher-to-go sense of mood, we went home instead.. as usual,
shafie sends mie home first.. like duh!
bt he so
suweet lah...
coz he fetch mie at ma door step and gave ma mum a box of ferrero rocher for her burfdae..
*wink* LOVE YA SHAFIE! tanx soo much aitez... he even send mie home at ma door step.. haiz.. im
sooo in love wif u aitez dude...orite2... shut wif all de mushy stuff aitez.. hee... so lets de pics do de toking den... i will update more pics wen
SHAFIE upload it oready k... adios...








ok2.. lots of pose k.. lol.. dis is tanx to de camera boy,
SHAFIE..!!! dots.. hahx.. and laz of all.. laz pic of de dae...

shafie said im emoing..which is im not.. lol.. he captured diz pic.. and i like it.. tanx eh dude... orite.. adios.. till here den..
btw to shafie, tanx for making up ma dae k dude.. realie love ya alot...
I LOVE YOU 1:40 PM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
i donno wats wrong wif mie ah nowadaes.. its hard to explain ah.. im sooo feeling restless.. hmm... donno wats in ma mind.. don even noe wat am i thinking.. don even noe wats ma feelings dat moment.. dat verie moment... i've confused feelings... realie complicated i shud say.. bt i donno wats wrong.. i don even noe wat am i thinking.. i don even noe wat am i confused abt.. more complicated isnt it? haiz.. can u help mie? coz im goin to be mad soon.. sooner or later perhaps.. i will... evrything seems soooo wrong.. evrything seems soooo unfair.. ervything seems soooo lost... evrything seems sooo complicated.. OMG! im going nuts soon... argh!! perhaps rotting at home is not a gd idea for mie coz i will kip thinking and thinking abt............. NOTHING.. i shud sae... to be exact i mean.. bt.. nah i donno lah..
so far as i concern... i woried abt something.. im thinking abt something.. im scared abt something.. i lost something.. bt i donno wat is dat "something".. u noe.. weird rite? itsnot de weird, weird.. bt freaking weird ah.... lol... haiyoh.. its like as if im searching for something/someone dat cud be something/someone dat i wanna be wif or i wan... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... wokay.. im freaking weird rite? i noe dat.. wat am i supposed to do? i donno lah.. maybe im freaking lonely or stress up abt something lah... miracle oh miracle..
cn somebody make something miracle in ma life?? lol... k2 wateva it is.. listen to de miracle song dat i update here aitez.. hmm...
"Miracle" by: Paramore
I've gone for too long living like
I'm not alive
So I'm going to start over tonight
Beginning with you and I
When this memory fadesI'm gonna make sure it's replaced
With chances taken
Hope embraced
And have I told you?I'm not going
Cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
Cause it might save you
We've learned to run from
Anything uncomfortable
We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know
That inside we're broken
I tried to patch things up again
To cut my tears and kill my fears
But have I told you, have I?I'm not going
Cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leavingI won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
Cause it might save you
It's not faith if, if you use your eyes
Oh why
We'll get it right this time (this time)
Let's leave this all behind
Oh why
We'll get it right this time
It's not faith if you're using your eyes
Oh why
I've gone for too long living like
I'm not alive
So I'm going to start over tonight
Beginning with you and I don't want to run from anything uncomfortable
I just want, noI just need this pain to end right here
I'm not going
Cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
Cause it might save you
Yeah, it might save you
Oh, it might save you
It's not faith if, if you use your eyes
If you use your eyes
If you use your eyes
enjoy aitez.. btw ma peeps, i miz yall... mit up soon ah babes and dudes... muackiez!!!
I LOVE YOU 2:01 AM
Sunday, March 16, 2008

helo helo helo... hee...
ok i noe.. im crazie.. haiz..
i finally use diz comp at last.. lol.. yap2.. coz i don hav de time eventhough i hav..
bt nah.. juz plainly bz and lazy perhaps... lol..
cnt be blame k...
hmmm.....
actualie i donno wat to write abt ah...
bt i juz wanna expressed ma feelings...
for fun..
hmm... i guess better not.. lol..
coz i donno how to tell in a sense of writing it in ma blog..
nah its ok..
k i update oready..
hee... aniwae miz u all ma frens...
hope u guys feel de same way...
muackiez!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU 11:11 PM
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
I noe its been a looooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggg time i laz i updated ma blog..........
coz alot of things been goin on in ma daily life now...
so i don realie hav de time to update ma blog aitez..
sorie peeps.. hee
orite2.. i don realie now wat to sae in ma blog todae..
bt todae i will juz sit at home doin nothing bt blogging.. hee..
coz im tired as i've been goin out de past few weeks..
so todae is de dae for mie to chill at home..
bt bored..
lol.................
btw ma dear peeps....
sometimes i think y muz some ppl muz be sooooooo meany towards mie..
whereas i mean gd to dem...
lol... its juz such a waste to noe such ppl...
dey owaes look de bad things we had done..
bt dey neva think dat we had done alot of things to help dem and make dem hapie..
and alot of sacrifices been done and and lots of love and care been giving out..
and at last wat do i get, CRITICISM...
such an unappreciative person... soooo easily to misunderstood other ppl...
btw noor muhammad hafiz..
u certainly MUST READ back ma blog....
u certainly misunderstood wat am i writing abt u...
i din LOOK DOWN ON U for sure...
coz i've NEVA look down on ppl...
Karma...
Sometimes when you say something to a person that you disagree for what he or she do, you will get yourself in the same shoes like the person you disagreed recently.. A girl, Farhana.. Also known as Nana.. She said that i should not be in ITE.. A person like i me should go to Sec 5.. Well.. I ignored that commence and guess what!? She will also be in ITE! Well.. Hmm.. I've got nothing to say.. So.. I think the moral of the story is not to look down on people.. Cause you'll never know where you'll end up in the end.. Hey Nana.. It's such a waste to go to ITE from Sec 5.. SUCH A WASTE..
diz is wat u write in ur blog rite???
its such a waste dat ur english is quite gd bt u easily get misunderstood wat i wrote abt u in ma blog.. its such waste lah k.. come on lah hafiz.. ur juz bein sensitive k.. by all means read ma post about u again.. and i guess u will noe wat i mean...
so noe de moral of de story hafiz..... read wif understanding and don get misunderstood towards ppl dat mean gd to u k hafiz.... jgn cepat salah memahami org k hafiz...
dats all abt it....
bubbye.. tc...
miz u all peeps...
love ya!!!
I LOVE YOU 9:22 PM