Thursday, November 29, 2007
oh boy, i miz u soo much
&& i still love u oh soo much
I cnt deny ervything dats been happening in ma life...
I cnt deny something dat leave a big scar in ma life...
I cnt put on a mask animore to show dat i am hapie...
I cnt stand it animore...
Oh wat a life i had...
haiz...
wateva it is ah k.....
i guess i will be updating wats been happening de past few daes...
orite2....
TUESDAY
Roam around town to search for job wif fadilah...
but oh freaking tired we don even found any job...
wateva it is ah.. im juz tired of seeking for jobs..
seriously ah.. its freaking hard to find jobs now....
like wth!!! argh!! wateva ah k....
on de 1st dec i tried to kol de person/manager of de prima deli again...
i hope dere is vacancy dere... lol...
so aft de hunting, fad's boyfie mit her juz outside de paragon...
and standard lah.. im de lamppost!!! lol...
no harts feeling eh fad.. juz wanna sae wat i feel..
heex.. not jealous or watsoeva ah bt.. ermm...
donno ah.. wateva it is i juz feel uneasy (its dat de right word to describe wat i feel??)
ermm donno lah..
bt overall i juz get used to it rite.. hmm..
dey r juz cute couple.. verie farnie.. lol...
hav pics wen waiting for train to go home..
mie, fad and azim.. lol..
aft dat... i mit su and her boyfie at imm...had dinner wif dem at Bagus...
had a great time wif dem..
& again im like a lamppost dere...
lol.....
i was shocked to mit fadilah dere..lol..
she's wif her family by den..
lol...
orite2.. i had a tired dae... lol.. hmmm........
din lepak wif su and her guy.....
had a great dae wif dem...
WEDNESDAY
Im at home..
doing nothing.. juz rot..
lol..
wateva it is ah k...
I will gonna miss u dude...
din get to send u to de airport...
im sad... haiz..
so i will get to mit u nxt mth wen u come back from thailand..
haiz..
dats will be a long time dude...
im sorie for not being dere at de airport to send u off..
sorie aitez..
i hope u take gd care of urself wen ur dere aitez..
i noe ur feelings towards... hmm...
cannot tel hu lah rite..
so wateva it is...
if u bring de ring wif u, u will surely remember mie.. heex..
bubbye khai...
i will wait for ur presence nxt mth on de dec 20th aitez...
dats khai and mie... during de hari raye..

Labels: forgetting u is not wat i wanted..
I LOVE YOU 2:36 AM
Thursday, November 22, 2007

mie and rabiatul

mie,yana,anis and idris....

yaya,rabiatul,yana and azim(de hot hot heat guy) heex..

azim,anis,yana,mie,khai and madi

juz us outside de cineleisure...

dey juz like to camwhore...

de ladies for de dae....
forgotten something.. i juz wanna introduce ma new frens...
lol.. went out wif dem recently... dey r juz fun.. i mean real fun k...
very frenly i ought to sae...
eventhough dey are like ma seniors.. which is dey r older den mie..
dey r juz so cool to be around...
seriously.. and i guess i nid to admit something..
one of de guys r juz soo hot.. heex..
oops.. did i juz saaid dat.. no wae.. lol..
bt he's realie cute, farnie,gd looking, verie frenly and ya fun!
lol...
wateva it iz.. i had a great time wif dem...
and dey juz like to camwhoring.. seriously dey r not tired doin it again and again...
lol... itz juz happening!!! heex....
hope to go out wif dem again.. nice noeing all of u..
u guys are rock!!!!
heex... new frenz are love by mie!!!
I LOVE YOU 11:39 PM

deres alot of things i nid to tell bt nah its ok...
alot of things been happening in ma life rite now..
happiness..sorrows..problems..hartbroken...
so on and so forth... haiz....
if i can turn back de clock, i wish deres something i can do in ma life...
dae after dae, life becoming so boring.. bt camwhoring makes mie feel high...
heex..
ya.. i guess u juz get out of ma life...
i juz don nid u... i juz don wan u in ma life animore...
enuff dat u had done a lot of damages in ma life..
eventhough i juz cnt get enuff of u, i juz wan u to go far awae from ma life...
u don deserve ma kindness at all..
tanx for evrything dat u hav done...
tanx alot... i hope we don hav to mit again.. not even in de future...
ur juz a load of memories in ma life...
suweet memories.. painful memories.... u juz left mie wif ur memories...
dats all...
orite2... no more bein emo here... ( not as if i am an emo... dats a big NO for dat..) lol...
wateva it is... i gotten maself a job oready..
so i cn juz get maself feel occupied for now..
start working diz sat.. juz a training... hmm...
so wateva it is.. juz wanna make maself bz wif work..
yeah!! lol..
no more rotting at home.. juz getting bored doin dat.. hahx..
other den dat.. i juz miz ma frens... seriously.. lol...
certain frens lah kn... hope to mit u guys soon.. hmm...
orite2 till here den....
byez...
I LOVE YOU 10:16 PM
Thursday, November 1, 2007

if i hapen to close ma eyes now
and hav to leave u forever,
i promise u dat i will wait for ur presence dere...
i will treasure de moment dat we had..
u meant ervything to mie...
ur de onlie one in ma hart..
if u hapen to leave mie one dae,
i will kip de swit memories close to ma hart...
i will neva forget de time wen we hapen to fall for each other..
even though we had alot of conflicts goin on between us,
we will owaes compromise things up..
bt time change evrything..
ur not de same person dat i've known before..
u hav change a lot..
ur attitude, de wae u talk, ur image and more...
its unspeakable...
its all bcoz of de strong feeling dat i feel for u,
i still accept u..
if not, i'm so sure dat i will don even wanna see ur face at all...
its all bcoz of dat feelings,
i siil give u de laz chance to u to show mie ur love, care and concern towards mie...
i hope u undstand dat ur hard to forget..
u hav been a part of ma life..
deres no way dat i will let u go juz like dat...
if u go far away from mie,
i feel dere isnt a nid for mie to go on living...
i feel as though im useless to u...
i hope u will neva do dat to mie
as i believe dat ur ma true love..
i will love you owaes...
lol..
gt nothing to do wif it ah..
juz feel like writing it..
don tink otherwise.. lol
wateva it is, 0's is still on..
im still studying...
so i guess all de papers are manageable....
at least i cn do it...
lol...
so tomorrow is de combined science paper...
omg!!!!!!
lol..............................
haiz.......
later will study for dat paper....
coz de 1st paper is physics...
den at 2.30, will be bio paper..............
omg!!!
haiyoh..
wateva ah eh...... combined science paper makes mie feel crazie...
hahx..
k lah.. will update soon after ma 0's k....
i will lah..
lol.........................
niwae gd luck to all of u.. all de best for ur papers aitez...
I LOVE YOU 4:35 AM