Sunday, August 31, 2008




weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....................... updated photos for de dae wif peeps on fridae!!
oh ya forgetting somethinng...
HAPPY TEACHERS DAE!!!!
AND AND
SLAMAT BERPUASE!!!!
I LOVE YOU 5:28 AM
de pic shows u evrything wat i feels now...it depicts ma feelings..
i donno lah... i feel so so so confused....
getting so so so complicatd each dae ah.....
and and i cnt even undastand it....
alot of qns in ma head juz wanting to ask......
y diz? y dat? y? y? y? and more y?
hah.. farnie rite? hmmm.. donno ah..
alot of things inside ma head.. bt i donno wat izit ah...
about eunice?? i donno wat to sae to her animore...
about ma family??? i oso donno.....
about farhan????? donno... he juz make mie wait....
about dat someone??? don wanna mention abt him....
he's juz so secretive.... he's not ready into something..
bt we're juz like one.. hmm.. farnie ppl.. i don realie undastand...
seriously i donno ah eh.. weird ppl... weird character....
seriously weird ah.........i donno wat am i thinking now ah... k2.. wanna stop all diz nonsense oready ah.. don wanna think animore for now.. wanna tok abt de past 2 daes....
orite2... on fridae.... went back to krss.. din go to school.. hee...
de farnie thing is dat we cnt even get into de school yet....
coz de security said dat we cnt get in if its niot 10.45 yet...
farnie rite..
so mie and de others juz sat at de bustop to wait for de rest.....
so 10.45 sharp we get into de school...
listen instructions frm de teachers.. and up to de gallery..
hee.... well..... de performance are damn freaking boring ah..
like seriously..
so lame... and so dull.. like seriously.......
so mie and de rest mit some of de teachers and tok...
and den went to de canteen to eat.. hee..
as usual ah.. we juz miz de canteen food dere...
so after eating.. we tend to catch up some things..
and criticise de students dere.....
lol..
like seriously ah... dey r having b yourself dae dat dae too..
bt de wae dey dress r realie not like dey r in skul or wat ah.....
dey r like goin to town like dat..
farnie farnie... our badge are more slack den dem ah..
lol... bunch of kiddos.... more mats and minahs in dat skul now..
oh i donno wats goin on in dat skul animore.. hah....
forget it.. den went to de gallery again.. and watch de last performance..
after dat.. yeah!! cn mit de teachers oready lah.. lol....
seriously i miz dem oh soo much.....
so finish chit chatting wif dem.. we off to vivo by bus....
hee.... verie de noisy lah dem... dere were nas,fad,nad,bai,adibah,atiqah,hairah,hafiz,shermin,adah and shahril..
freaking noisy bunch of peeps ah.... bt dey r fun to b wif after ol..
im loving dem oh soo much ah.... went to swensen to eat dessert...
lol! dats was ma freaking 1st time dere.. hee..
so yah.. gt too excited ah... inside de swensen oso we make noise..
haiyoh!... farnie ppl ah... lol... noe wat....
after eating ice cream.. i gt migraine...
kanasai.... juz bear wif de pain ah... wat to do..
i forget to bring de medicine... den we went to walk arnd de vivo...
wanna slack at de rooftop for a while.. take pics.. den bai,adibah,fad and atiqah.. nid to go..
so left mie and de rest dere....
arnd 5 like dat de rest went home whereas mie, nas,nad went to imm..
met shermin at jurong... went to eat again at swensen.. lol....
tok abt something.. and some issue.....
niwae tanx frenz for giving some advise......
nid dat... so went hm wif shermin.. same bas....
dats ma verie 1st time toking to shermin abt something out of de blue..
hah.... orite2.. dats all for de dae ah....
as for saturdae... i had a great fun wif HIM.... hehe..
yippee!!! had a sweater oready! haha..
k eun! i oready hold ma promise rite.... no more using ur sweater oready ah..
coz i gt mine!
bluek! hmph! so went to heeren at first to buy sweater...
coz deres a sweater dat realie caught ma eye de other time so i came to purchase it ah..
oh so sad dat i cnt get to mit de same sweater no more... argh!!
im so so so sad.... haiz.. den no choice.. we went to marina square...
went to fox and diz sweater seriously caught ma eyes... deres 3 colors ah...
white, red and blue.. wanna buy white color.. bt he said it will be dirty...
wanna blue color.. bt not nice..
den he said.. mjuz take de red color ah.. not bad wat.. lol..
so since he said dat.. i juz take de red color instead lah....
after dat.. we don hav any plan ah.... den he wanna went to de fullerton bridge dere.. gt starbucks.. den slack.. we half way dere den saw alot of ppl.. so went back to de esplanade side dere.... gt 1 cafe.. dat time raining ah.. so we went to sit at nearby staircase ah.. sit and slack.. wait for band performance start ah..... jokes arnd.. laff like nobody buisness..
disturb each other.... den compromise something.. hmm..
don undastand guys.. dey r juz farnie ppl ah..
so de performance started.. so dere are gd songs being played...
haiyah.. ma eyes been filth wif mats and minahs dere sia...
don wanna go dere animore ah... bcoz of him i agreed to....
lol... so arnd 7 pluz we walk off frm dere to de bustop...
to go hm.. bt instead of goin hm we went to wcp to eat at mcdonald.. hee..
he seriously pampered mie alot ah.... and btw to you.. don ever tel ppl how ugly ma face wen i juz woke up frm slip... lol....
k2 after having dinner at macdonald den he walk mie hm....
im seriously having alot2 of fun wif u.. seriously i am...
tanx for de dae aitez.... wil wanna go out wif u again...
tmr start fasting mth oready... wah!!! and so so so sad dat i cnt fast ah... period time ah.. mafan ah.... weee.. k2.. dats ma long post for todae.... lol.. orite2.... tc peeps...
I LOVE YOU 1:52 AM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
todae skul as usual.... doing access thingy... finish oready.. and wanna noe wat... i scored an A for ma excel test.. yeah!!! hehe... goodie goodie.. hehe... next test is de access... lol.. still don undastand how to do it yet.. hee....
finish skul at 3 plus todae.. damn early lor.. so as usual mie, eun, tiny and mummy walk home.. den we decide to eat at LJS.... having fun... tok and tok and tok non-stop... hehe.. laffing all de way like nobody business.... ma stomach aches laffing too much.. lol.. arnd 5 we walk off frm de LJS to go home.. standard we take train bounceback to pasri ris coz send mummy first at tampines... lol...
oh ya.. ma migraine come again in skul... haiyoh...mafan ah... luckily i brought along ma medicine to skul... hmmm....... lots of things to think abt... donno lah eh... and eun think too much lah...
eun... if u read ma blog ah... i wan u to noe dis... im still de same hun dat u noe... im not getting further and further from u.. dats onlie ur feelings.... and come on.. weneva i had a guy.. i wont forget ma frenz... u think im hapie ah.. its hard for mie to choose btwn ma guy or ma frenz k at dat time... i fought wif ma latest ex juz to go hm wif u all... and all u think is dat i forget u wen i had a guy.. its all bullshit k eun.... u donno how miserable i am at dat point of time.. and dat time wat u noe is onlie be sarcastic towards mie... dats all.. u juz don undastand lah eun.. and now gd rite im single.. so dat i don nid to choose anibody over someone..... coz i had enuff of dat nonsense.. im soo tired.. and im still wanna live... u shud undastand dat eun...
u don wanna drive mie to ma grave rite??? u noe how serious ma migraine is now... i cnt be angry at times.. i cannot stress maself.. i cannot think much.. I cannot eat diz and i cannot drink dat... nid to eat medicine weneva im having migraine.. u tink fun ah.. i don like u noe.. i don wan any migraine.. i don wan to eat medicine.. i don wan... juz don tink too much ah eun... if u tink dat i donno nothing abt u, den tel mie something.. u owaes saed dat im a worm inside ur tummy coz i intend to sniff something fishy in u dat fast.... its prove dat i noe something abt u.. its dat u juz tend to pretend a lot.. in life.. u don nid to pretend juz to make frenz wif others or start afresh wif others... u juz nid ppl to undastand u and ur attitude.... dats all...
ok2.. i don even wanna tink abt it... its all up to u lor... u shud noe ma condition now... if ma migraine strikes again.. i nid to go hospital oready k eun.. so ya... don wanna strez maself...... im hapie to b ur fren bt u ended up tink nonsensical thingy.. and i wont accept de fact dat ur a loner... coz ur not... if u owaes feel alone, i don think mie, tiny and mummy's presence exist in ur life... coz we tend to cheer one another up.... so ya.. don feel alone.. don tink negatively.. and don ever tink nonsense thingy hor.. or i will make sure i roll and roll and roll u ah.. hehe..... juz believe in urself and believe in ur frenz too...orite2..... ma post is becoming longer den ever... i don wanna drag animore.. so ya.... dats all for now....
Btw dear ex 5n1 and 5n2.... mit up diz fri at 11 am outside skul bustop orite.... c u dere..... hehechiows!!
I LOVE YOU 6:55 AM
Monday, August 18, 2008
School are ok for todae.. nothing much.. standard routine wif ma dear peeps.. chatting... jokes around... dey r juz a bunch of farnie ppl... hee.. seriously lor.... de past few daes seems ok to mie... fridae was a boring dae ever bt ma peeps hav fun bullying mie... i donno lah since pri skul ppl like to bully mie ah.. fun lah eh... lol... bt im fine wif it.. dey hapie, mie too hapie.. hee... saturdae had kenduri at home.. so cn see ma niece and ma cuzzie.. hmm... long time neva see dem lor.... tok abt lots of things.. as for sundae, i onlie rot at home... mostly doing nothing at home lah.. lol...
Actualie i hav alot of things to tok abt.. ma life.. ma frens... ma school... ma classmate.. ma special someone... alot ah.. alot.. and most of all ma feelings ah.. hmm... u noe in ma class now.. all hav internal conflicts.. u noe de kind dat secretly don like each other bt pretend dat nothing hapen btwn dem... dats wat hapen in ma klaz.. de atmosphere wen u noe abt it, its soo scary u noe.. so hypocrite... u feel soo suffocated inside de klaz.. de black aura.. dats wat eunice owaes sae to mie weneva she feels uneasy wif someone ah.. lol... bt seriously ah.. u cnt stand wif all de pretence in klaz ah.... seriously lor.... especially de 'SHREK' gang lor... frekaing noisy.. and seriously bitchy lah at times.. bt wat to do rite... ma clasmate.. lol... sometimes dey ok.. sometimes dey r not lah.. farnie ppl rite?? ya i noe.. k2..............
Ma special someone???? hmmmm......... donno eh.. lol.... he's juz someone dat im searching for... he's totally a gd person... someone dat u cud rely on... someone dat cud lend mie a shoulder to cry on... someone cud lend mie a listening ear... hmm.... he's realie someone ah... hehe... lol.... and one thing he's suuwweett...... hee... he's one of ma klazmate... lol...
Yeah! dats all.. lol... ma feelings ah.. hmm... donno eh.. feel confused at times ah... i too feel hapie coz someone realie comfy mie... hee... ssssssssssssssuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee skali... lol........... crazy crazy mie... weeeeeeeeee!!! lol...
so ya...... dats all i guess.... and todae i mit ma darl... hee..... as known as maszlee.. lol... study together den stop.... coz cannot think liao.... den tok and tok and tok.. lol... hee... and etc, etc , etc.... canot sae liao.... soo kpo for wat.. no nid to noe lah.. hee... k2.. bubbye.. adios.. i noe its plainly werds... bt hee.. no pics lor.. lol..
k nite2..
I LOVE YOU 7:14 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
weeeee........................
Ma frens kip nagging lah to update... bising u noe.... hee.. k2 now im updating k.....
last saturdae, had a burfdae party at wcp... oklah.... for mie as ppl seems so bored lah... don wanna mingle arnd.. fed up u noe.. lol... dey cnt even wanna mingle wif each other.. introduce perhaps.. im doin all de job sia.. sad or wat.. lol.. bt its ok..... im glad dey come.... had a few presents.. still appreciate it lots ah.. bt.. one of de gift seems so expensive lor..... noe wat??? a necklace bought from TAKA jewelry u noe.. haiyoh..... kecoh kape..... hmm.... its from a guy from ma skul ah... so obssesive ah... donno wat to say liao..been rejected by mie once.. so ya... he don dare to ask animore.. lol.. i noe im bad bt cnt accept lah.... i like someone else... wat to do rite.. lol.. so ya... party been so chaotic wen deres a cake.. and i kena burfdae cake bash.. lol... gerek kape.. haha.... so stayed dere till 5 plus in de morning and went home...luckily all de food finish or not it will gone a waste lah... hmm.... reach home wash face and leg.. change clothes and went to sleep... hehe.... so wake up at 3pm ok.... seriously tired u noe.... coz i don hv enuff slip starting from fridae night as i hav event at ecp till de nxt morning u noe.... dats y im seriously tired.. hmmmmmm............. on sundae i juz rot at home coz realie freaking tired..... btw tanx to de peeps hu came for ma burfdae party and hu eva gave mie prezzie aitez.. appreciate dat lots.. tanx orite.. and to de special someone.... tanx for de special gift.. a gift dat i owaes remember of.... (not de necklace orite.... its other 'thing'.. hee)
on mondae which is yesterdae.... having fun wif nad,fad,nas,ricky and adah...... went for sheesha-ing at haji lane... it was ok for mie lah... had a new experience rite.. lol.... fun lah..... in a sense of fun toking craps and laff all de wae like nobody business.. been dere at 6pm..... den tanx to nad and nas for bringing gelato ice cream dere as a burfdae gift for mie..... suuuuwwwweeettt..... hehe..... so sheesha-ing by 7pm perhaps.... until 9 plus.. den went home.. and luckily at dat time ricky brought extra helmet... yeah!!! hee.. so he sends mie home... hav a gd ride.. bt seriously freaking scary lor... ricky drives like nobody business... bt in a fun wae lah..... hee....so seriously enjoying maself lah..... tanx to all of u for making ma dae yesterdae aitez.. tanx for de prezzie too.. appreciate dat lots.. shud mit up soon aitez....... so now pics time.. hee...










dats all for now aitez.... tc peeps.....
I LOVE YOU 6:43 AM
Thursday, August 7, 2008
hey peeps.. i noe ma blog hav been sooooooo freaking dusty lor... no time lah.. soo bz wif school and stuffs ah... completely pack wif things u noe.. so.. im soorie ok.. hee... so wanna update abt todae.. u noe wat dae todae?????? its ma burfdae!!!! yeah!!! hehe.... hav sooo much fun lah...... i realie love ma frens lah.. seriously...... early in de morning, eunice bought for mie blue roses... she sooo suuweeet rite?? hehe.. ma sayang wat.. of course lah suweet... hee... thank u eun!!! hee..... todae oso ma lucky dae.... todae no BFD and SW.. so ma laz 2 period free... so finish skul b4 12... wakaka... gd rite.... hehe... so slack arnd in school... watch performance at forum... den after all dat... hop in the cab to Easthub.... den from dere eun and arinah wanna sabo mie liao.. bt i donno.. den suddenly eun throw waterbomb at mie.. KANASAI ah... lol... den change to shirt and short... walk2 arnd easthub... den go downtown east.... to eat SUSHI! hahahaha.. like at last i cn eat sushi liao.... seriously full sia...... i eat onlie 4 plates............... and tempura ice cream.. yummy!!! hehe... den arnd 4 plus... wantd to go pasir ris park bt de weather are not so promising... so we went oof from dere to go home.. hee... mummy so freaking farnie todae ah.. hehe... yap2.. having sooooo much fun todae lah.. tanx aitez... reach home.. another surprise.. diz iz de first time ma family sit together to hav dinner.. lol... and ya.. got burfdae cake too... and i realie nid to stuff evrything inside ma mouth lor.. fun fun fun.. im becoming fatter... haiz.. bt arnd 8 mit mas at usual place and slack........ he's seriously suweet ah juz now.. hehe..... don nid to noe wat he do lah.. bt seriously suweet ah.. hehe.. so tok and tok and tok until 9... coz its raining lor.. so go home.. hee... wish cud sit longer bt nah.....hehe... yeah!! dats all for todae lor.. fun fun fun..
hehe.. hapie hapie hapie.. hehe.... pictures for todae...






tadaa!!!! hehe.. dats all ah for todae.....
and tanx for those hu actualie wish mie and remembering ma burfdae...
especially to wan, kecik, razak, fad, maszlee, atiqah, eun, arinah, mummy (julizah), iryan, hamli, ite frens, nas, nad, hasif, matthew....
most tanx to fad for updating in ur blog.. tanx sweets..
and to eun.. tanx alot for de blue roses and not forgetting de blue bear......hehe... im loving it!!!
dats all.. thankie you.. hehe
I LOVE YOU 7:53 AM