Wednesday, March 26, 2008
i donno wats wrong wif mie ah nowadaes.. its hard to explain ah.. im sooo feeling restless.. hmm... donno wats in ma mind.. don even noe wat am i thinking.. don even noe wats ma feelings dat moment.. dat verie moment... i've confused feelings... realie complicated i shud say.. bt i donno wats wrong.. i don even noe wat am i thinking.. i don even noe wat am i confused abt.. more complicated isnt it? haiz.. can u help mie? coz im goin to be mad soon.. sooner or later perhaps.. i will... evrything seems soooo wrong.. evrything seems soooo unfair.. ervything seems soooo lost... evrything seems sooo complicated.. OMG! im going nuts soon... argh!! perhaps rotting at home is not a gd idea for mie coz i will kip thinking and thinking abt............. NOTHING.. i shud sae... to be exact i mean.. bt.. nah i donno lah..
so far as i concern... i woried abt something.. im thinking abt something.. im scared abt something.. i lost something.. bt i donno wat is dat "something".. u noe.. weird rite? itsnot de weird, weird.. bt freaking weird ah.... lol... haiyoh.. its like as if im searching for something/someone dat cud be something/someone dat i wanna be wif or i wan... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... wokay.. im freaking weird rite? i noe dat.. wat am i supposed to do? i donno lah.. maybe im freaking lonely or stress up abt something lah... miracle oh miracle..
cn somebody make something miracle in ma life?? lol... k2 wateva it is.. listen to de miracle song dat i update here aitez.. hmm...
"Miracle" by: Paramore
I've gone for too long living like
I'm not alive
So I'm going to start over tonight
Beginning with you and I
When this memory fadesI'm gonna make sure it's replaced
With chances taken
Hope embraced
And have I told you?I'm not going
Cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
Cause it might save you
We've learned to run from
Anything uncomfortable
We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know
That inside we're broken
I tried to patch things up again
To cut my tears and kill my fears
But have I told you, have I?I'm not going
Cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leavingI won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
Cause it might save you
It's not faith if, if you use your eyes
Oh why
We'll get it right this time (this time)
Let's leave this all behind
Oh why
We'll get it right this time
It's not faith if you're using your eyes
Oh why
I've gone for too long living like
I'm not alive
So I'm going to start over tonight
Beginning with you and I don't want to run from anything uncomfortable
I just want, noI just need this pain to end right here
I'm not going
Cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
Cause it might save you
Yeah, it might save you
Oh, it might save you
It's not faith if, if you use your eyes
If you use your eyes
If you use your eyes
enjoy aitez.. btw ma peeps, i miz yall... mit up soon ah babes and dudes... muackiez!!!
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